Age:[ 41 ] Gender:[ f ]

	it is so hard to grieve because i feel like i have to be stronge
for everyone else. i do most of my crying in the car alone. when my
husband sees me upset he wants to make me feel better and i can't. i
get so tired of people telling me they know how i feel because they
don't! my sister and i had to tell them to turn the respirator off
and i feel like we killed mamma